platinum moment

THE  PLATINUM  MOMENT   OF MA  LIFE……..

24 march 2004, the most awaited day of ma life. Main aur mere dost us samay ranchi me hostel me raha karte the. 3 meter unchi diwar ke bhitar ki duniya jo ki kabhi dilchashp aur sundar thi aur kabhi himmat tor deni wali akelapan. 23 march 2004 ko humara class 10 board ka akhari paper tha aur phir 24 march ko ghar pe aur iss ummid se ki kabhi wapas nahi aana.

Ye ek aisa pal tha jab apka dil kabhi rone ka dil chahta aur kabhi khush hokar jhumne ko. Ek taraf aap un doston ko chhhorne wale the jiske sath aap 5 saal se rah rahe the jiske sath har khushi har gum bante aur aaj aap use alag ho rahe the. Aur dusri taraf aap apne ghar ja rahe the humesha ke liye .15 ghante safar ke bad main gaon pahuncha.pata nahi kyun us samay mera gaon kaphi badla badla laga raha tha. Dukane badh gayi thi aur sahar ke logon ke dil ki tarah kai ghar pakke ke  ho gayi thi. Jo nahi badla wo tha sarake aur wo hare hare khet aur aam ke bagiche. Ab bina dakhalandaji ke kahin bhi aa ja sakta jo ki hostel me campus ke bahar bina permission ke niklna mana tha aur permission bhi sam me milta wo bhi ek ghante ke liye aur kabhi kabhi.

Bahot kam logon ko pata hoga ki Bhagalpur me ganga me 60 km ka preserved DOLPHIN area hai.jo bhagalpur aur kahalgaon ke bich parta hai. Aur mera gaon uske kinare. Main aur mera bhai roz khet me gumne jate aur fir nadi ke kinare baithte. Us samay na result ka tension na kisi ke dant ka. Result ka tension isliye bhi nahi tha kyunki agar kharab  hua to Bhagalpur me rahunga fir har weekend pe gaon me rahunga. Lakin mera result thora thik ho gaya aur mujhe admission ranchi me karana para. Mujhe pata tha ye do saal mere life ka important saal hai. Par mujhe ranchi aane ka man nahi tha. yahin gaon me sabke sath rahun.

Ek din aachanak mere papa mujhe bolte hai ki maa bhi mere sath jayegi wahi ranchi me rahegi. Aur ye wo pal tha jisse sambhalna mere bas ki nahi tha.jab main suna to kuchh der ke liye ruk sa gaya. Dimag pura khali ho chukka tha mujhe samajh me nahi aaya ki ye ho kaise gaya. Main 3 saal ka tha jab maa se dur gaon chhor ke gaya tha aur 13 saal bad mujhe maa ke sath rahne ka mauka mil raha tha. Sach kahte hai log ki jayda khushi bhi sambhalna muskil ho jata hai.fir ek jadojahad anshu rokne ki par fir rok nahi paya.ye pal mera sabse khushnuma pal tha. Ye din main kabhi nahi bhul sakta.

Khushi kab aapke kadam chum le ye koi nahi kah sakta . ek pal pahle main maus tha.beman se jar aha tha aur ek pal bad main khushi sepagal ho gaya tha. Kuchh chije hoti hai jise aap kabhi yaad  karna bhi nahi chahte par aapka  man, dil,dimag aapko wahan bar-bar le jata hai hai aur fir bhawanao ke ghane badal aapke palak pe name bekhrne lagti hai….

One thought on “platinum moment

  1. after reading this just one word to say…… very touching…..
    can make anyone cry……… i knew about this moment of your life but every time u tell me feel like hearing something very close to my heart…….. i wish i was there with you on 24th march 2004…… i missed platinum moment of your life……..

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